in her hands

spirit said draw and so i drew and people liked it and wanted to buy it and then i started trying to think of ways to market it. so busy brain clicked on . . . prints, t-shirts, mugs, earrings, portraits, website. got dizzy, got a big headache, got real cranky, had to stay in bed and didn't draw at all. then i tried to draw, no actually i tried to direct the energy and choose the paper and the colors. stuff came out on the paper but it wasn't beautiful. it wasn't recognizable as related to what had come before so i stopped and tried some more on the same page. a jumbled mess of lines with some figures and a profile. and spirit said stop, go lay down again cause all i said was "draw" when u asked "what will i do?". let go and let me do the rest.

that's what i get for thinking too hard, too much. when i got up i just listened and purple paper appeared and told me not to worry because it is in her hands.

c - me